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Monday, July 28, 2008

This Little Light of Mine

Our Sunday School class is going through some restructuring. We're working toward a division of responsibilities that will allow the women in our group to minister through their giftings. We have 2 main goals for this restructuring. We want to make sure that the women in our group are well cared for, that no one disappears without being noticed and that no needs fall between the cracks. Our second goal is to begin drawing women that exist in our spheres of influence into relationship with our class and ultimately into relationship with Jesus.

There's only one small problem. In the "job descriptions" for the new class positions, the word "evangelism" keeps appearing. That's a word that's daunting to most of us. As children we'd sing the words of the familiar song loudly,

This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine!
Hide it under a bushel--NO!--I'm going to let it shine

And you can probably sing the rest. It's a children's song based on scripture from Matthew 5:14-16 that says, "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."

As an adult, I so long to sing that song loudly and with gusto, but I know that sometimes I have hidden my light. It may look differently to those around me. I write and I speak about Jesus all the time. The truth is, though, that those activities are often "preaching to the choir". When it comes to setting Jesus' light in my life on a stand at the bus stop with the neighborhood moms, or at dinner with my friends that don't attend church or at work as I visit newcomers to Holly Springs, I confess that I sometimes fall far short of letting it SHINE. There are lots of reasons--fear, gaining the label of "closed-minded", losing general acceptance...

I love Jesus more than anything, though, and I want to address this shortcoming in my life. He is precious. He is worthy, and He is The Answer for everything that my friends are looking for even if they haven't recognized it yet. I want to throw care for my own reputation to the wind, but I would love some day for it to be said of me as Paul said to the Thessalonians in I Thess. 1:7, "And so you became a model to all the believers in Macedonia and Achaia. The Lord's message rang out from you not only in Macedonia and Achaia--your faith in God has become known everywhere...."

My next few posts will be dealing with the issue of evangelism. Will you join me in this journey toward boldly SHINING in our world? If you read this post, I'd love for you to write a prayer for a person that you want to share Jesus with. I'll start with my own, and I'd love for you to join me.

10 comments:

Amy Carroll said...

Lord, I want to pray for my friend, Dana. She and her family have become so precious to me, and I know that you are drawing me into relationship with her to reveal yourself. Help me to boldly share my love for You. Help me to make time to show love for her and to serve her. Help me to be sensitive to your Holy Spirit and to use opportunities that you give to speak your Word into her life. God, I trust you to work in her heart. I want to be faithful to be obdedient to my part in the plan you have for Dana's life. In your precious name, Jesus. Amen.

Adriana said...

Lord my prayers are for my husband and his family. They are desperately lost yet don't see the gravity of their situation, because they believe their salvation lies in works and a church's membership instead of a living personal relationship with you. Their children are caught in the waves of popular culture and secular world view and values because You have never been embraced in their homes. They turn everywhere but towards You when in trouble. Their church has taught them that it alone is the one true church and to disregard other faith's teachings... so they have a heavy wall of indoctrination erected around their hearts and minds to reject any teachings from anyone outside of their church. They have put their faith and trust for salvation in church rituals and church traditions. It breaks my heart to see their struggles and know that the peace and comfort they seek is found in You and in a personal relationship with You yet they keep You at arms length. Please erode that wall that stands between them and You. Create cracks to reveal its faulty foundation. Please draw them towards Yourself and help me to be a servant to help them in any way you call me to. I feel so small against so great a wall, but its You not me that brings down walls. I just want to be faithful in whatever You call me to do.

Anonymous said...

Hi Amy - loooved your devo today - great topic and great writing - melanie

Jen - Balancing beauty and bedlam said...

I came from your devo...as a home school mom always looking for to tie in the history...this was wonderful. Thanks, and so glad your family had a blast at the beach. Nothing like hangin' with the cousins.
On the journey,
Jen

Jennifer said...

Amy,

Your thoughts are always so encouraging - even when convicting. I look forward to the rest of blogs on evangelism. I really want to work on this in my own life. I am so easily defeated..even before I begin. Thanks for the refocusing. You are a blessing.

Jennifer

MrsProverbs31 said...

Thank you for reminding us to keep our Spiritual light shining through our daily practice with our families and children. God bless you. I enjoyed reading the devotional today.

God bless.

Angela @ Refresh My Soul Blog said...

Sounds good girl!
Much love,
Angela

Vern said...

Thanks Amy for the devotion and example.
I pray for my siblings...Oh how I want them to know the True Love that can set them Free!

Love ya,
Vern

Sarah said...

Dear Amy,
I loved your "Bearers of Light" article that I got from Crosswalk. Could I copy the story about Ben Franklin on my blog? It is perfect for what our pastor has been urging us to be. Of course I would give your article credit for it.

Amy Carroll said...

Sarah, you are welcome to use the Ben Franklin story. I originally got it from another source, too!

Amy